thinking you’re doing something right… then comes doubt and what ifs!…

finding inspiration is great, but keeping it going is even better.

until you are truly happy with yourself, no one is going to be happy with you.

you said you didn’t want anything right now… with a big emphasis on the now. that’s alright. you’re scared. i completely understand! cause fear and shame don’t go hand and in.

i swear i’ve never felt this way before… <3333 (that’s what we always say)

you make me feel like i am the only girl in the entire world. you make me feel like i could never do anything wrong! :)

but then you went and proved me wrong again… then you went and proved me wrong. :/

so i asked you about potential. apparently my name’s not on that list… i got no explanation… no, not even a goodbye… yeah, you want nothing… cause it’s with me….. :|

i swear i’ve never felt this way before. how could i have been so dumb!? :(

you made me feel like i was the only girl in the entire world… now you make me feel like i am the only one who can do any wrong. :’(

well. at least you reduced, reused, recycled… (me) ….. but being green does not make you a good guy. cause you were kissing me while you told HER that she was your one and only. yeah…. clearly… not… >:|

i swear i’ve never felt this way before. :| i swear i’ve never felt this way before! O:)

you make her feel like she is the only girl in the entire world. WELL, i’m a good constant reminder that she. is. not.

you’ll never prove me wrong again, but with this… i prove you wrong. :D

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left-handed airline 2011
(emoticons completely necessary) 

things are going to start looking up soon, but i still think i look better with my face down.

i have no clue when this was asked; i only just saw this now, january 28, 2012. immediately, i thought this was spam. so i actually googled your question, followed by “tumblr spam,” and nothing came up…

so thank you… i really appreciate the compliment :) i’ve been neglecting the internet, my camera, and most things recently. the excuse “i’ve been busy” never gets old (even though it’s not entirely true) i just moved, so it’s more “i was really busy, but now i’ve been really lazy,” but this will all change… starting now.

i’ve never known someone so well without knowing them at all.

this was relevant.

at first, i’ll admit, i liked the chase, but then i tripped. i fell to the ground, but i did not scrape my knees or rip my jeans; i just scared my heart. i don’t know what it is or why i feel this way. you’re a boy who’s completely not my type. this is something new. i have this habit: i want to know all about you. you’ll become my new obsession. i hope that’s okay, but even if it’s not… you have my heart. i don’t know what it is or why i feel this way. you’re a boy who’s completely no my type. this is something new. still on the ground, not getting up anytime soon. you always find what you’re looking for when you’re not looking at all.

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left-handed airline 2011 
(ily, bby!)